Today I woke up with that cold wind on my face , the smell of flowers invading my room , with the memories of our precious moments ... I got up and went to fix my closet , full of memories and their messes mainly coincidence perhaps plans who knows the destination , tears on my face , but unfortunately when confronted me with your photos , with the gifts that were given to me with their letters , which I wrote every day, and they said how much he loved me and wanted to have me by your side forever . It was only a 14 year old girl , in love , deluded , who knew nothing of life , he believed in everything, and everyone who had committed one of the most foolish mistakes .. too believe who had nothing to offer. This is what took me to learn more , and find out who could really trust , in whom I could open and listen to advice which would lead to a lifetime. Today , a woman , mature , wise , disillusioned , experienced, who laments the great facts in the past, and represses the big burradas committed . Ah then, was so in love , I did not realize how much was being deceived , he just wanted to feel superior for having in his arms the perfect girl, corpão and that everyone would like to have. I just wanted someone who was next to me when everything was going wrong , to show me the right way to trassar , demonstrating a certain warmth , a certain caution, a certain affection, just wanted someone who really loved me . With small mind, with almost nonexistent experiences , let him take me for I LOVE that actually did not have any value , at least for him . After so many '' I love you '' , so many gifts , so much farce, so many tears shed to find it was all an illusion of my mind , that pretty boy , without malice at heart, had turned into a monster which struggled day after day to forget it , after all, he had only done bad things to me , he had me fooled . It took nearly 6 months to get rid of the love I felt for you , that picture of you asking me for dating but finally succeeded, I did not love you anymore. Looking thus hardly had space to good and happy moments , but they existed . I remember like it was yesterday , when we went to the park and embraced me on the roller coaster when she was up there just because it was scared of falling , remember also the many times we went to the beach and you bury me in sand, while taking a sunbath when I realized that was all dirty sand ran to try and make it the same, but could not , after all it was faster than me when we fought , shut my mouth with a kiss and then filled you with punches, just to demonstrate a different way how much I loved you . I really happy at his side moments , but all were destroyed by its own will only prove to your friends , to make me object to its success . It is life preaches in each piece , but I am free today and say , I'm better off without you , I'm not hurt or resentment in his favor , on the contrary , was going through all this I became what I am today , with only a unique and slightly different , turned into a cold woman , careful to show my total feelings and a closet full of you , which will play out and remove it from my life all that a day has made me evil, an evil called YOU .
By : Letícia Zavisas
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